Insomnia...

The deadly combination of sleeplessness and loneliness can kill a person. The frustration and the irritation that surrounds one can’t be understood by anyone else. It’s difficult to tackle the immense pressure that builds up and saturates one’s brain to the extent that it can’t be handled anymore. Things like music and books don’t work. Nothing seems to be working. Life begins to drain out. The earth seems to stop rotating. The world seems to be mocking you. It seems like it’s the end of everything.

She’s lost, running around to find something familiar. She fails to find it. Scary noises blare in the background .She calls out to her people, nobody answers. Something keeps telling her that there’s a way out. But the night is so dark that she can’t see her own self. Her eyes fill up with tears. She cries out his name. No answer. No help. Hope has left her...and she’s horrified...

I hate such nightmares!

The Everlasting Journey...

I was a strong believer of the saying – “The more you see, the more you learn”. One knows more when he or she sees and analyses different situations without being biased. This leads him/her on the dignified path of life where he/she attains an insight in self and never gets beaten by evil. But I was badly betrayed by the closest implication of the same that, “the more you see, the more variations in behaviour and patterns you find”. That is where one tends to lose his ability to judge and decide. Hence ‘Learning’, in the true sense of the term, is an everlasting journey. It never ends, but continues till one surrenders to the rage of the world and holds the death close. Numerous faces, some masked and others pale, keep testing one’s capability to find what lies within. The environment changes colours faster than a chameleon.