It’s said...change is the way of life..But what do u call a big change, that transforms most of the properties affecting life?..its metamorphosis...
Don’t want to write about the gains and losses..but want to just put it all up here with all possible efforts..trying to bring out the sensitive details.I hope what follows reconstructs all that i have experienced...the starter two big days in a new place...and the big changes...
Bangalore is a great place. Apart from its wonderful climate and people, what makes it different is.. its love to provide shelter to thousand who come from different corners of the country and outside. The city doesn’t ask them their religion, caste or colour ..it’s just knows.. that all are humans created by the omnipresent..and that it can just make His earth more beautiful by letting all the blended fragrances from colourful flowers ,from various gardens of the world find solace in this lovely place here...so people come...leaving a lot behind and.. to find a lot more here...
So..as a custom..Bangalore welcomed me..I just felt like it knew that I had left my loved ones behind in Goa...and that I would miss them all..and also the fact that..it was a dream of mine come true to be here for a reason...hostilities just vanished in seconds..it was feeling like home...
For me, my heaven is not anything other than my mom, dad, sisters and my better half... then why was i liking it here? it took a while for me to sort that out. All my beloveds were here to see me get settled..n so ..times were fine...and now the time had come to face the moment...
I ..had found the best place for myself to be in and to chase my dreams..but ..it also made me understand the pain of departure and separation..Yeah...they all were leaving and it dawned to me that ..its gonna be a different place here without them..would i still like it here ,i thought, and call it heaven?
They said bye..and eyes gave way...hearts cried...brains didn’t accept the reality and went off beat ...a slight fear succeeded in engulfing me ..i don’t even let it touch me otherwise!!
But ....bad leads to good..my sometimes annoying talkative and amiable nature did not let me stay alone for long...i made friends..many of them...i don’t feel alone any more...:)
The next morning saw me rising along with it.. with improper sleep(the first night was almost sleepless ,was waiting to hear that my parents have reached home safe and also was missing them all).it had been a busy day 1.setting up the room and settling down had made me tired.
But the sunlight entering my window got a lot with it...the fresh air blended with the scent of the garden blossoms told me that this place has something special in here..it made me re-think...I found the answers...n this place was not at all hostile from now on...
I prepared myself for everything that i thought would come my way...now no looking back, i have decided....Indeed Bangalore now means a lot to me ...
this surely relates to evryone here.. nice again.. :)
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